soem time has pased and yes i am finally back. i have done a lot of soul searching and i think i have learned a lot about life in the time i have been gone. i look back on some of my old work on deviant art and i think it is so fun to see how far i have come as an artist and a writter. i tried mushrooms and acid and i like the way that it has changed the way i look at the world. am reallly proud of the work i have on here but i am in a different place in my life and my feelings are different.i also draw now. i have a boyfriend now and he made me see that the world is not all bad but i stilll find that depression and saddness are my main reasons to write because it helps me express those thoughts and feels and it allows me to be free in a way. i droped out of school last year and for a while i was doing waaay too many drugs and i made a lot of mistakes while that was going on. god but thats a really realllly long story... i iwill be submiting work from my jornals at that time and whatever else comes to my head. i want to make some new friends on here and i hope u guys don't think i am too crazy even thou my poetry can be weird sometimes. i want to meet other people on here who are seriously interested in art becuase thats what i do now mostly not being in school i want to find people who can accept good critiqiue and can also help me further myself in the expression of words and poetry ... god sorry if this is werid i'm pretty fucking drunk right now anyway write me a note write me a comment i'lll wrrite back i spend alll of my time online lately lol